I was honoured to be invited to contribute to USPG's annual conference in June this year, which had the theme of 'Justice and the Church'. My talk was titled:
'have we got time for justice? re-wilding the 5 marks of mission'
The times are urgent. Let us
slow down.
*
* *
Have we got time for a
story?
A story from West Africa, I
think, via Ireland, and Wolverhampton… I wonder what wisdom you hear in it…
A village had been hit by a
crisis that was threatening to overwhelm it.
The village elders got
together, and decided that what they needed to do was go and ask the wise woman
for help. So a delegation went to the wise woman's hut, a short walk from the
village itself, and asked her to help them. She agreed, and told the elders to
gather the whole village together under the big tree. And so the elders hurried
back, and did as she told them.
When the wise woman arrived,
she looked around at all the villagers, and then spoke. "I'm not going to
tell you anything you don't already know," she said to them. "Do you
know what I'm going to tell you?"
The villagers were a bit
puzzled, and one by one they shook their heads and said, "No. No, we don't
know. That's why we asked you to come here."
"Well," said the
wise woman, "then I'm afraid I can't help you." And she went away.
The elders were frustrated.
This was not what they'd been expecting. They put their heads together again,
and decided to try again. So the delegation went back to the wise woman, and
asked her to please come back and address the village again. "We really
need your help," they told her. And so she agreed.
Again, the elders went back,
and gathered the whole village together under the big tree, and the wise woman
came and spoke to them again. "I'm not going to tell you anything you
don't already know," she said again. "Do you know what I'm going to
tell you?"
Now this time, the elders had
given the villagers a stern talking to. "This time, give her the right
answer!" they had said. And although the villagers were still pretty sure
the answer was "No", they guessed the right answer must be
"Yes". So with a mixture of shakes and nods of their heads, they
replied to the wise woman, "Yes. Yes we do!"
"Well in that
case," replied the wise woman, "you don't need my help!" And she
went away again.
By this time, the elders were
pulling out whatever remained of their hair. The crisis was big, and urgent,
and they desperately needed help. What were they going to do?
Eventually, one of them came
up with a cunning plan. And a third time, the delegation went back to beg the
wise woman to return to the village. And a third time she agreed. And a third
time she came and addressed the whole village under the big tree.
"I'm not going to tell
you anything you don't already know. Do you know what I'm going to tell
you?"
And this time, the villagers
had all been thoroughly briefed on the cunning plan. So half the village said
"No". And the other half of the village said "Yes".
And the wise woman paused,
and looked around, and a smile came over her face. And slowly, quietly, she
spoke.
"Well in that
case," she said, "listen to each other!" And she went away, and
was never seen again.
I wonder what wisdom you hear in
that story…
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* * [space for responses] * * *
‘The
times are urgent. Let us slow down…’
A warning. An invitation. A contradiction? A paradox, perhaps…
they are the words of ‘trans-public intellectual’ Bayo Akomolafe, translating
the wisdom of his Yoruba ancestors. Born into a Christian home in Nigeria, he writes
of ‘giv[ing] up his longing for the “end-time” and [of] learning to live in the
“meantime”… in the middle, where we must live with confusion and make do with
partial answers.’[1]
Which strikes me as an immensely helpful place to locate
ourselves, as we think together about Justice and the Church, in a world, and a
Church, afflicted by what has recently been named ‘permacrisis’.
From the democratic meltdowns in the UK from Brexit to Partygate, from the
global COVID-19 pandemic to the war in Ukraine, from the cost-of-living /
cost-of-capitalism crisis, through the deadly racist legacies of White Western
colonialism, to catastrophic climate breakdown and species extinction, the
times are certainly urgent, overwhelming even. And within the Church – and I
can only really talk well of the Church of England, acknowledging that that is
a relatively small boat within a wide ocean of other churches, provinces and
denominations across the globe – within the Church of England there is a crisis
of profound institutional anxiety about our survival, our future, our theology,
and our purpose. And so in the midst of the multiple anxieties, fears and
overwhelmings of this permacrisis, we search desperately for the wise one who
is going to help us, and it feels far from easy to heed the wisdom of her and
her fellow elders: to slow down, to learn to live in the ‘meantime’, and to
discern what kind of listening we should be doing…
But that is exactly what I want to attempt here.
And to do so it is important also for me to take a moment to locate
myself. I am a white, English, middle-class, non-disabled-ish, straight-ish
cis-man, for 21 years now an ordained priest in the Church of England, an
institution formed and deformed – like many other institutions – by what bell
hooks names ‘imperialist white supremacist capitalist patriarchy’,[2]
and Vanessa Machado de Oliveira calls ‘modernity/coloniality’.[3]
And in my ‘I’ is also an imagined ‘we’. Of course, I’m hoping there’s
something in what I say here that might connect with each of you. But I think
I’m probably especially addressing those of you who are somewhat like me: who
are still, willingly or unwillingly, invested in the systemic status quo,
because we benefit from it in at least some ways. So when I use the word ‘we’
in what follows, that will usually be the kind of ‘we’ I have in mind – and yes,
I’m very conscious that that ‘we’ applies very unevenly, even amongst those of
us gathered in this room. To those of you who have always been excluded (to
some extent) from that ‘we’: to you I seek to make myself accountable for what
I say here.
*
* *
So here’s the question I want us
to ask ourselves today: Have we got time… for justice?
Many of you will be familiar with ‘the 5 Marks of Mission’,
developed by the Anglican Consultative Council in 1984, and widely adopted
since then, including by USPG, as a rich description of what contemporary
mission is about:
- To proclaim the good news of the kingdom (‘TELL’)
- To teach, baptise and nurture new believers
(‘TEACH’)
- To respond to human need by loving service (‘TEND’)
- To seek to transform unjust structures of society,
to challenge violence of every kind and pursue peace and reconciliation
(‘TRANSFORM’)
- To strive to safeguard the integrity of creation
and sustain and renew the life of the earth (‘TREASURE’)
Now, the story was told to me, of an encounter between someone
who worked for Christian Aid, and a national officer in the Church of England.
“Isn’t it a shame,” said the latter, that we (the Church of England) never seem
to get around to your marks of mission”. What did they mean, I wonder? I think
we can guess at at least four assumptions going on here.
First, that of the five marks of mission, there was – is
– not necessarily a conscious resistance to the ‘later’ marks (those
about justice and creation, particularly), but a more-or-less conscious
hierarchy of importance, or perhaps urgency, with a prioritising of the
‘earlier’ marks (those about proclaiming the good news and baptising and
nurturing new believers), as the more worthy recipients of ‘our’ (presumably
relatively scarce) resources, personnel, energy, and yes, time.
Second, there’s an implicit assumption that some of the marks
(particularly the ‘later’ ones) are the province or special interest of certain
groups or individuals, and not the Church as a whole.
Third, there might also be an assumption of a kind of linear, logical,
step-by-step process through the marks: that we begin with proclaiming
the good news of the kingdom; that precipitates ‘new believers’ that
need to be taught, baptised and nurtured; and then those growing
disciples discover their various callings to loving service, transforming
unjust structures, and caring for creation.
And so fourthly, we might notice a thread explicitly running
through all five marks: that mission is something that we do. Whether or
not we use the missio dei language of ‘seeing what God is doing and
joining in’, each of the five marks is about human agency, human actions, and
therefore things that we can do more or less effectively, things we can
– and perhaps need to – plan and strategise for, with the assumption that if we
do those things well, they will have a positive impact on our neighbours, and
on the world.
But our history says otherwise. Have
we got time, I wonder, for naming, and sitting with, the multitude of ways in
which Western Christian mission, historically, has been entangled, inseparably,
with class, Empire, colonialism, slavery – bell hooks’ ‘imperialist white
supremacist capitalist patriarchy’ – with all its deadly effects on bodies that
have been deemed not to meet the ideals of hegemonic white, hetero-masculinity,
on human and more-than-human bodies that our economic systems have exploited,
impoverished and discarded, on bodies of land that have been invaded,
colonised, enclosed, commodified, extracted and destroyed… all this, in the
name of, or with the collusion of, the Church which claims to be the community
of followers of Jesus of Nazareth, God-made-flesh-and-blood, Child of earth and
air and living water. Have we got time to stay with this, our deadly
entanglement, past and present?
*
* * [silence] * * *
When I first arrived in Hodge Hill, in the parish on the east
edge of Birmingham where I’ve been vicar since 2010, and in the Firs
& Bromford estate that is home for me and my family, I tried to
listen hard to the stories of my new neighbours. A recurring theme, again and
again, was that this was a shit place to live, that people couldn’t wait to be
able to move elsewhere, that this was a community who had endured decades of
having their local assets stripped away, of underinvestment, of having the
‘problems’ of elsewhere ‘dumped’ on them, of being stigmatised and blamed by
politicians and the media, and of having organisations – including the Church –
come into their neighbourhoods, promise them all kinds of ‘transformation’, do
things to them or for them for a time, and then retreat when it
got too difficult or the funding ran out or their attention simply got drawn
elsewhere. When our new community theatre group led us in the first ever
Bromford Passion Play, and we crucified Jesus under the concrete pillars of the
M6 motorway, the roar of the passing traffic couldn’t quite drown out Jesus’
dying cry, ‘My God, my God, why have you forsaken me?’
My initial response to those stories of my new neighbours – a
response first instilled in me as a young, enthusiastic, energetic member of a
USPG ‘root group’ in Salford 13 years earlier – was to resist the urge to talk,
to do, to try to help or fix… and to shut up, slow down, pay attention, listen,
and learn, slowly, painstakingly, how to entrust myself into the hands of these
neighbours that I so dearly wanted to become my friends. That USPG training was
profoundly formative, and has served me well, and has – hopefully – mitigated
at least some of the harm I might have done otherwise over the years.
The times are urgent. Let us slow down.
*
* *
Have we got time to fall in love?
In bringing love into a conversation about
justice, I am following a well-trodden path. From Mother Teresa to Martin
Luther King, justice and love have often been described as needing each other,
‘correcting’ each other, holding together the abstract and the concrete, the
universal and the particular, in necessary, creative tension at different
scales – from the interpersonal to the public and global. Here, I want more
modestly to remember with you two gospel stories, about love, that are also
about justice – and are directed at people like me, people who our social,
cultural and economic structures deem part of the ‘in-group’.
Remember the rich young man who wanted to know what he needed
do to enter into fullness of life?[4]
Who claimed he’d kept all the commandments, including loving his neighbour as
himself? And Jesus said to him: “if you wish to be perfect, go, sell your
possessions, and give the money to the poor… then come, follow me.” So far, so
familiar? But notice what Jesus is suggesting: if he sells and gives away all
he has, he becomes poor too. He has nothing left to call
his own. And Jesus’ invites him into a community which is utterly dependent on
what they receive from others and share between them.
This goes way beyond charity, then. It goes further even than
Zacchaeus’ extensive reparations to those from whom he extorted money, while collecting
taxes for the Roman Empire. The call to love here is to the giving up,
the renouncing, of the very idea of ownership, full stop. It’s a radical
reimagining of a world where nothing is private property, and all is shared.
It’s too much for the rich young man to get his head round. Is it too much for
us too?
And then, remember the expert in the law who wanted to test
Jesus?[5]
He too wanted to know what he must do to enter into fullness of life. He too
gravitated to the commandments to love God and love his neighbour as himself.
But this time, it’s who the neighbour might be that becomes the
challenge. And Jesus tells him a story about a victim of robbery; and a priest
and a Levite who pass by; and then who turns out to be the embodiment of mercy,
love and justice? None other than a Samaritan: a figure so enveloped in popular
disgust and contempt that the lawyer can’t even say the word ‘Samaritan’ when
he answers Jesus. It sticks in his throat. The divine command to love your
neighbour earths itself here as having to face, and wrestle with, and somehow
get through the disgust and contempt and fear that your social conditioning has
instilled in you. Not just to love, but to receive love and care from
someone you’ve been socialised to see as your inferior, your enemy.
Both of these gospel encounters bring together at least three
things: the question of what we need to ‘do’ to enter into fullness of life,
the command to love your neighbour as yourself, and the breaking down of
economic and socio-political lines of division, territory and property – a
radical vision of justice. But they do more. From the questioner’s
desire, in each case, to ‘do something’, Jesus invites them into new
forms of belonging, and receiving, and sharing. He
reframes love not just as action, as giving out, but also as a radical receptivity
to our ‘others’, unlikely neighbours who present themselves to us in surprising
bodies not like ours, from close at hand and from far away. And within this
wider, richer horizon Jesus seems to be seeking to broaden and deepen the
questioner’s desire for such relationships – this is eros as well
as agape. He wants us to want to be in relationship with such a
motley crew of neighbour-creature-kin. We’re not told in the gospels if either
of the two questioners in these stories do discover that desire – but
the gospels do testify to many others who did find that desire: women
and men who wanted, deeply, whole-heartedly and whole-bodily, to be part of the
belonging and receiving and sharing that Jesus was convening around himself.
*
* *
Another story.
A group of pre-school children have formed an intimate
community with a multitude of earthworms. They encounter each
other all the time. In the gardens the children tend, the forests they visit
every week, the compost bin they care for, on the pavements they walk after the
rain. The children are fascinated by the worms’ slimy bodies and wriggly movements,
and often get as close as they can to look and touch them. Some of the adults,
who supervise the children from a distance, struggle to contain their disgust. But
the children are captivated by the worms, wonder at their responses to each
other. Sometimes the children jump and giggle. Other times they are determined
to find the earthworms a ‘home’, or bring them to what they imagine is
‘safety’. Other times again, they give the worms names, or simply take time to
enjoy their movements in their hands as they softly share their own stories
with them. At ‘Worm River’, wearing their colourful wellies, the children walk
around in the water very carefully to ensure they don’t tread on the worms
there. But sometimes accidents happen. One child picks up a worm with a long
stick to prevent other children from squashing it. As it’s being carried, the
worm falls from the stick. The child tries to pick it up again, but this time,
the unlucky worm breaks in two, upsetting the child who was trying so hard to
care for it.[6]
The researchers who observed and describe in detail this
complex human-child-worm community point us towards a radically different kind
of ethics, of justice, from that which dominates the conversations around
ecological crisis. Rather than bold and heroic human action to avert, or
mitigate, the disaster that is upon us, rather than a strenuous ‘striving’
to ‘safeguard the integrity of creation and sustain and renew the life of the
earth’, here at Worm River we are invited to notice an ethics of mutual vulnerability.
Yes, the worms are vulnerable to the children’s carelessness and clumsiness;
yes, the children are learning ways in which they might reduce their harmful
impact on the worms; but they are also falling in love with them as
creature-kin; and they are discovering just some of the many ways in which they
– and all of us humans – are radically dependent on the worms of the world.
Those creatures whom Aristotle called ‘the Intestines of the Earth’, who
predate us by 600 million years and will likely outlive us, who break down dead
plant and animal matter in soils, move the soil around in vast quantities,
create channels for aeration and drainage and fertile environments for microbes
and plants to thrive. We adult humans (especially us so-called ‘civilized’
Westerners) may often choose to keep our distance from them, driven by our gut
responses of discomfort and disgust. But we literally cannot live without them,
and the agency of a myriad of other microscopic lifeforms we can either not
see, or choose not to see. We are profoundly vulnerable to them, and their
ongoing existence (or not). They are, quite literally, ‘sustain[ing] and renew[ing]
the life of the earth’.
What if we earthed our thinking about justice, then, somewhere
in the dark soil beneath our feet? What if we paid attention to the missio
dei – the flow of God’s life and activity – literally through the guts of
the humble earthworm? What might that do to the way we see and live in the
world? Might it perhaps look something like the wisdom offered by indigenous ecologist
Robin Wall Kimmerer in her book Braiding Sweetgrass?
‘Knowing
that you love the earth changes you, activates you to defend and protect and
celebrate. But when you feel that the earth loves you in return, that feeling
transforms the relationship from a one-way street into a sacred bond.’[7]
The times are urgent, let us slow down.
*
* *
Have we got time to turn things around?
Or perhaps better: have we got time to be turned around?
Because we are talking, aren’t we, about a metanoia, a Great Turning (as
the Buddhist ecologist Joanna Macy has described it), that is not our
great idea, our innovative initiative, our well-developed
strategy. We are talking about a metanoia that is happening to us
from beyond us: certainly from beyond ‘us’ the ‘overconsumers’ of our
world,[8]
and ultimately, from beyond us human beings. As the book of Jonah reminds us (a
book which has a lot to say about turnings), even worms have significant divine
vocations within the ecology of God’s creation.[9]
So let’s revisit those 5 Marks of Mission, from the ground up, turned around, and see what might look different…[10]
1. Listen
to creation, and fall in love
(because “creation first loved us”)
Let us:
Listen for
the songs of our more-than-human world, let them seduce us into falling in love
with it, encountering our others in our mutual vulnerability.
In their book Active Hope: How to Face the Mess We’re in
with Unexpected Resilience and Creative Power, Joanna Macy and Chris
Johnstone describe the spiral journey of active hope as beginning with
gratitude. They invite us to play with finishing the sentence: ‘some things I
love about being alive on Earth are…’.[11]
Practices as simple as saying grace at meal-times, walking barefoot, hugging a
tree, breathing mindfully, cradling a worm – these and other practices can
remind us of our entanglement and interdependence with our creature-kin in the
great web of life, and help us pay fresh, careful attention to the many ways in
which they continue to make Earth home for us, as well as for themselves. Let
us renounce our anxious need to ‘fix’ them, and open ourselves up to be
affected by them, to be loved by them, to fall in love with them.
Which leads us, secondly to…
(because “this shit is killing us too”)
Being grounded in gratitude, Macy and Johnstone suggest, can
strengthen our capacity to face, rather than turn away from, the painful
realities of the world. This is their second step in the spiral of active hope
– and it is also the second of our ‘re-wilded marks’. Listening for the songs
of the more-than-human world means:
Listen[ing, too,] to the groaning
of creation, to the cries of the oppressed, exploited and excluded…
In doing so, we will begin to see more clearly:
…to discern the harm caused by the
structures and practices of Empire (in which we may well be complicit).
But in that seeing, let us not try to rush too quickly towards
a ‘solution’, remembering that our response to the crisis is all too often a
contributor to the crisis itself.[12]
Let us stay with the slow work of paying attention:
Attend[ing] and tend[ing] to the
wounds of those harmed by systems of domination, in all their forms (economic,
racial, gendered, sexual, ableist) and to all who are grieving, wearied and
unwell (including attending to our own pain).
That last point is critical. As Black theorist Fred Moten puts
it, unapologetically, genuine solidarities will come not from people like me
attempting to ‘help’, but:
‘out of
your recognition that it’s fucked up for you, in the same way that we’ve
already recognized that it’s fucked up for us. I don’t need your help. I just
need you to recognize that this shit is killing you too, however much more
softly…’[13]
We’re returned, with a necessary bluntness, to that uncomfortable
ethics of mutual vulnerability, that we had begun to learn among children and
worms and other wise elders.
Bayo Akomolafe tells the story, from his Nigerian roots, of
‘a father in the village, who’s about to die, and calls his son home from the
city to build a house together. Along the way, the old man becomes too weak to
continue, and he retires to his bed while the son faithfully finishes the job.
He puts on the thatched roof, sweeps the compound, and then rushes with gusto
to his father’s bedside, and says, “Father, I have completed the work, I just
wanted you to know that.” “Are you sure it’s complete?” the father asks. “Yes,”
the boy says, “it is complete.” And with surprising strength, the father jumps
up from the bed, picks up a mallet, walks to the new house, inspects the walls,
looks around… and then all of a sudden, with a mighty swing of the mallet, he smashes
a hole into one of the walls. “What are you doing?” the son exclaims, “Why did
you do that?” And the old man answers, “You see what just happened? Now our
neighbours will pass by, and they will point to the hole and say, ‘What
happened there?’, and they will come around and they will greet you and they
will ask for your name and you will tell them, and you will ask for their name
and they will tell you theirs, and you will invite them for tea or for pounded
yam and then you will become neighbours.” “Where is this going?”, asks the son.
And the father replies, “You are not complete until you are wounded in some
way”…’[14]
Attending and tending to each other’s wounds, and to our own, creates a place of encounter. And every encounter holds within it the possibility of a transformation with ripples as wide as the world. So here is our third step in our reversed, re-wilded marks of mission:
3. Open ourselves to decomposition
(because
“there’s no such thing as ‘away’”)
Open ourselves to be shaken by those
cries, brought to our limits, and drawn deeper into encounter, challenge and
change. Let down our defences, to allow ourselves to participate in processes
of dismantling and decomposing the unjust structures within and around us.
This is our re-working of the 4th Mark – of
transforming unjust structures, challenging violence and pursuing peace and
reconciliation. But its re-working acknowledges at least two things. Firstly,
that those unjust structures of domination and violence are within us as
well as around us. They shape our habits of perception, thinking, speaking and
acting, and so the challenge and transformation needs to come from beyond
us. Secondly, that pursuing peace and reconciliation can often be the
preferential shortcut of the privileged, to avoid facing and dealing with our
own complicity and power. But there are no shortcuts. For us the overconsumers
of the world, especially, these urgent times we’re in demand of us nothing less
than slowing down, being brought up short, coming to a dead end, entering what
farmer-poet-theologian Wendell Berry has named ‘the dark night of the soil’.
The place where all that is familiar, robust and securing begins to break down.
Where the structures of what womanist philosopher-activist-poet Audre Lorde
called ‘the Master’s House’ – the walls of ‘imperialist white supremacist
capitalist patriarchy’ – begin to crumble, around us and within us. Where the
ideas of private property and border-guarded nation states no longer imprison
our imaginations and possess our souls. Where we dare to kneel down among the
earthworms – and our many other human and more-than-human kin whose bodies have
too often been ground down into the dirt – and discover them afresh as our
life-support, our carers and the decomposers of our defences, our
prejudices, our individualistic identities dreamt up in our imagined isolation.
These decomposers are our Good Samaritans, as we struggle to even speak their
names. They invite us to ‘stay with the trouble’,[15]
as feminist eco-philosopher Donna Haraway puts it, to hold space for the
uncomfortable, own up to our complicities, resist our compulsions to fight or
flee or fix, and cultivate new kinds of ‘response-ability’.[16]
4.
Join in nurturing kinship, community
& commoning
(because “common ground is holy ground”)
So where does that leave ‘teaching, baptising and nurturing
new believers’? Or what we have been used to calling ‘Church’? To what kinds of
community does God invite us, in the company of children and earthworms and
Samaritans? Probably not congregations of creatures that we can categorise,
control or count. Probably not bounded parishes or other kinds of enclosed
territory that we can act as gate-keepers for, or strategise for the expansion
of. Instead, we’re invited into the ecotones, those betwixt-and-between
edge-spaces between habitats where a multitude of creatures bump into each
other and intermingle, where life is at its most generative, fertile, diverse
and uncontrollable. We’re invited to (re)discover common ground – wild
spaces of encounter and radical sharing – as holy ground, as we:
Join with
others in nurturing human and more-than-human kinship and community –
‘communities of compost’, in which we discover together new ways of commoning,
and alternative solidarities, that have room for all.
Which takes us back to where we started. With the question of what, in these times of urgency and crisis, we might recognise as good news worth proclaiming.
5.
Practise ‘sensing life’ & witnessing
to it
(because “the kin-dom of God is close at hand”)
And it is, literally, right in front of our noses. And dirtying
the fingertips of our outstretched hands. And under the bare soles of our feet.
It is the treasure hidden in the field. The yeast hidden in the dough. The
mustard seed growing rampant through the cracks in the concrete. The new life
germinating in the rich, dark humus of the compost heap. The subterranean ‘undercommons’
of roots and fungal networks that carry and share the nutrients of life. The
kin-dom of God is close at hand, in your midst. Stop! Look! Listen!
We are back to the wisdom to which the wise woman pointed us,
under the big tree: Slow down. Pay attention. Listen to each other.
The trauma theologian Shelly Rambo suggests that theologies of
resurrection as triumphant overcoming don’t do justice to our experiences of
trauma, or to the gospel narratives. Instead, she encourages us the two-fold
work of, on the one hand, ‘tracking the undertow’, the powerful currents that
continue to submerge truth and hope and life; and on the other hand, the work
of ‘sensing life’, reorienting ourselves towards that which is not immediately
familiar, following after that which is elusive, not fully recognizable, caught
only in glimpses. So here is our final re-wilded mark of mission:
Practise
‘sensing life’ and witnessing to these alternative communities and solidarities
as signs of God’s kin-dom, God’s holy anarchy, in our midst, through the ways
we celebrate, the stories we tell, believing in the good news of Empire’s
decomposition through God’s Spirit’s movement in and through all things.
I’m hoping we’ve got time for one last story,
and then a prayer…
The unjust arrangements of work and income, housing and
food, that weigh heavily on neighbourhoods like my own, were a key factor in the
setting up of a community food pantry in the middle of the COVID pandemic – a
collaborative labour of love between various neighbours and local organisations,
including the church. Over the last couple of years, the pantry has become a
place where local people have been able to come together, as members, to access
affordable food with dignity and choice – and also to eat together, listen to
each other, make friends, share with one another our passions and skills, and
learn new things from each other too.
One Spring Thursday, 'Grace' and her daughter came along to
the pantry, having connected a few weeks previously at a little community
street party event. After doing their weekly shop, they were drawn out into the
church garden just next to the pantry café, to add some food waste to the
compost bins, plant some seedlings in the raised beds, and take away some
sunflowers to give to some neighbours. 'Grace' left with a commitment to return
the next week, to get more involved in the gardening. She was amazed at the
welcome they received, without labels or hierarchies; at the friendships they
had begun to form; at the little microcosm of life they had discovered –
planting, harvesting, sharing, eating, composting; and at the dignity, love and
joy which seeped through the pores, through the soil of this little expression
of commoning, composting and community. On its own, it may not be
world-changing. But it is anything but on its own.
*
* *
The times are urgent. Let us
slow down.
One of the many other precious treasures of my local community
is Genny, a long-term resident of one of our Community Houses, a priest who
retired early from ministry with the energy- and capacity-sapping effects of
ME. Genny moves slowly. And in that slowness, she gently helps some of the rest
of us to slow down too, to pay attention to those things that would easily go
unnoticed. Every Wednesday, Genny leads us in Morning Prayer as we gently tread
the paths of Hodge Hill Common. Genny knows about trees and bees, mosses and
birds. In prayer and in action, we regularly join with the earth in lament, even
as our words are frequently drowned out by the planes from nearby Birmingham
airport and the non-stop roar of the M6 motorway. But Genny continues to lead
us in prayer, rooted in our fragility, but also in persistence, and wonder, and
love, and in solidarity with those who pray and persist and wonder and love the
world over. And that, we trust, is a beginning.
So a prayer, to end. A version of what we usually call the
Lord’s Prayer, written by the white English theologian and liturgist Steven
Shakespeare in his book The Earth Cries Glory: Daily Prayer with Creation.
There are body-actions with it, and if you would like to join in with those, as
much as is comfortable for you, then please do…
Divine mother,
[hands down, round in
circle to top, together down to middle]
Divine father: [repeat,
as above]
to be in you is to be in heaven. [repeat, as
above]
May we hear the wonder that echoes in
your name.
[hands to ears,
rippling outwards]
May we accept no rule but the rule of
love.
[hands out to front, to
cross over heart]
May we never tolerate the evil of
hunger.
[hands cupped upwards]
May the hurts we cause be forgiven
[hands stretched out
wide]
and the hurts we receive be healed.
[hands in to cross over
heart]
May we remember that we are fragile
[fists together in
front of face]
and cherish the life we share with all.
[palms open, facing
upwards, in front]
For all love, and life and power
[hands down, round in
circle to top, together]
is the gift of the Spirit. Amen.
[hands ‘flowing’ down
over head and shoulders, back together in middle][17]
[2]
bell hooks, REF.
[3]
Vanessa Machado de Oliveira, Hospicing Modernity
[4]
Matthew 19:16-30
[5]
Luke 10:25-37
[6]
Adapted from ethnographic observations in Affrica Taylor & Veronica
Pacini-Ketchabaw, The Common Worlds of Children and Animals: Relational
Ethics for Entangled Lives, pp.53-4.
[7]
Robin Wall Kimmerer, Braiding Sweetgrass: Indigenous Wisdom, Scientific
Knowledge and the Teachings of Plants, pp. REF.?
[8]
The term is Cynthia Moe-Lobeda’s, in her book Resisting Structural Evil:
Love as Ecological-Economic Vocation, pp.169-87, 203-31.
[9]
Jonah 4:7
[10]
The words of the ‘re-wilded marks’ that follow build on Graham Adams’ ‘Five
Marks of Anti-Imperial Mission’ in Holy Anarchy: Dismantling Domination,
Embodying Community, Loving Strangeness, p.121.
[11] Joanna
Macy & Chris Johnstone, Active Hope: How to Face the Mess We’re in with
Unexpected Resilience and Creative Power, p.47.
[12]
This is an oft-repeated mantra in the spoken work of Bayo Akomolafe.
[13] Fred
Moten & Stefano Harney, The Undercommons: Fugitive Planning and Black
Study, pp.140-1.
[14] Bayo Akomolafe, ‘These Monsters in
Perpetual Exile’, The Mythic Masculine podcast #16, June 2020 [clip
starts at 30:02]
[15]
Donna Haraway, Staying with the Trouble
[16]
See Vanessa Machado de Oliveira’s ‘COMPOSTing shit’, Hospicing Modernity,
pp.243-4.
[17] A
version of the Lord’s Prayer, written by Steven Shakespeare, in The Earth
Cries Glory: Daily Prayer with Creation. The ‘body prayer’ actions were
developed by Soobie Whitfield, a member of Contemplative Fire, and the Common
Ground Community in Hodge Hill.
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